Many of you know that i love to EAT! But did any of you know that i was once this fat?
Me weigh at 63kg (no water retention or steroid)Water retention- One morning i woke up with swollen face and ankle. The swollen only reduce the next day.
A few weeks later i was hospitalised. Doctor gave me medicine to drain out the water from my body.. Each day i drain out 1 kg of water. I was allowed to discharged after i drain out 9 kg of water. I was so happy that time that i get to lose 9kg in 9 days. But that was long, my face was swollen again. This time it not because of the water retention. Its because of the medicine i took, It is called Prednisolone a kind of steroid.On steroid - 65 kg
Nobody would love to look like that. In order to reduce the swollen on my face i cut down the medicine dosage on my own without doctor's knowledge.
I succeed in reducing the my swollen face but i knew it will be harmful to my health. So before it happen, i travel alone to KL, go to rave party , go and meet and party with strangers. I was really lucky that i meet all the good strangers. Back in hometown...continue to party, party and party! Why? Cos this is what i like to do and i knew that one day i had to stop party because of my health. So i continue party till i collapse and i was hospitalized for 2-3 months. And i had no other option but to start dialysis.A few weeks later i was hospitalised. Doctor gave me medicine to drain out the water from my body.. Each day i drain out 1 kg of water. I was allowed to discharged after i drain out 9 kg of water. I was so happy that time that i get to lose 9kg in 9 days. But that was long, my face was swollen again. This time it not because of the water retention. Its because of the medicine i took, It is called Prednisolone a kind of steroid.On steroid - 65 kg
Nobody would love to look like that. In order to reduce the swollen on my face i cut down the medicine dosage on my own without doctor's knowledge.
I started my first cycler of dialysis for 3 days. I was bed ridden for three days and i drain out 11 kg of water out of my body on that 3 days. From 62 kg till 51 kg. Of cos ppl will ask you questions like "Wah you lose weight? How did you do it?" or" Wei tell la , how you lose weight? Share la, don so kiam siap?"............When ppl ask me question like this , i will jus keep quiet and smile ( jus like Xiao Jing Teng). Because i didnt know how i am suppose to answer them... If i lose weight because of a successful diet then i will be very proud to announce it to everybody and even tell them how i do it. There is one time i told "a not so close punya fren" why i lose weight, her facial expression was like from "so happy for me" become " so sorry for me". So i decided not to tell ppl why unless i am close to that person cos i don't wan ppl to feel bad for me........
So my purpose of this post is to answer to those questions but not to show off that i am thinner now. ok? Eventhough, i am still on dialysis but i am very happy with my life now, i got ppl that love me, i got a job.... I am no longer a depressed, lonely and sick gal anymore!
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Well you smile to the world and the world will smile back to you.Dont worry be happy.As for me i am glad to know you.You are a nice person.
well... instead of feel sorry for you. i would be more concern about your health and wish that you will get better each and everyday!!! :)
Wah, everything also relate to xiao jing teng.
happy to know u r happy and in good health now, at least, u maintain and take good care of your health.
wah..if I never read your post,I would have tot you photo shop your photos to make youself looks fat.
Well,anyway ,I am glad that you are fine now...fat or no fat,I still think of you as one of my good friends..will always love you...hehehe....
lol..so cute the xiao jing teng one... =) i also dunno what to comment cuz i dunno what to say but i feel, as long as u feel ok, u take good care of urself, it's good enough. you don't need sympathy or whatsoever.
ya sometimes its just bliss to live a happy life than to keep on harping on sad things. you have been strong. life works wonders, sometimes. it's that silver lining we tend not to look at most of the time. God Bless!
Wish that you'll be well always!
hnkp...im lucky to know u...whtever happen u will still be one of my pghk gang buddies..hehe..wish u always happy!!
Dear All,
I knew this post was a bit emotional...Anyway... Thanks for all the wishes... You guys are the best gifts for me!
HI Joze
Bumped into your log when i was googling for Hatyai's mayflower grande hotel. Read abt yr dialysis and curious abt how u do yr dialysis on holiday??? One of my family members undergoes dialysis and is immobilized cuz of that. So can u pls tell me how u do yours??
Eanny
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