可不可以爱我？

Ke Bu Ke Yi Ai Wo 可不可以爱我 (FULL CD Version) - Lu Xue Rui


我很想告诉你 ：

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我
快乐还是寂寞

这手歌唱出我的心理的话。

Another crappy post!

Hi frens, i said i would come back... but it seem like i never did. Kikey left me a msg in facebook asking me when is my next blog post. I really dunno how to answer her lei. I told her nothing interesting happen in my life lately.

I used to blog about my personal life and food. I did went to some new diners but jus not in the mood to blog about it. Nowadays i went out i didnt even bring the camera. Usually i will be the one with camera. But now i didnt even want to bring my camera out.

There's are things i wanna remember, but i will only keep it in my own memory not to share it with everybody. That is why i never blog about it. It is something i treasure now. I know someday somehow i will totally forget about it. Still i dont wan to blog about it or written in my paper diary. Sometimes things are best to left the natural way. Sigh! Yeah this is life .... always full of sigh!

Here you are another crappy post! But this is all JoZe's Crap is all about. Always full of craps!

Baby Ethan

Hi.... it's a boring Sunday.... Nothing to do...no where to go...listening to Joanna's album now.... Decided to blog after i read Ah Leng's blog..... He got this post that mention bout he long time didnt update and bla bla bla... after i read it, i decided i should update a lill more about myself... Since Kikey said that the only way she knew about me is from this blog... Sorry Kikey.... not i dun wan to chat with u in msn... I seldom on msn actually...If i on oso i would be appering offline.. You can ask our Ah Leng Kor Kor...i seldom chat... i only pm him when i wan him to find songs....ahahahha ( that's what he said but i admit pun)

Actually... i have stop blogging for sometimes... i don't really know where to start. Erm... let's start with Ethan. We had a new family member jus arrived 2months ago. A cutie and handsome baby boy. He is my cousin.... he is so so so so cute. Love him very much... he is always laughing and smilling and very chubby. He is jus 2 months old but adi 7kg... He is currently staying at my house... so i get to see him everyday. Can't wait for him to grown up to a toddler...and call me "jie jie".

Here's a picture of Baby Ethan taken today...

it's has been a long time

well.. it's has been a long time since i i last update. Ahhha too obsessed with other things and health not been very good oso. In fact i was jus I was jus discharged from the hospital. Have not been a very good patient hope to change my lifestyle. And dunno why today got the mood to to blog... so blog a bit lo... cos if i didnt do it now...i dunno when i will do it. I was still a bit blur a actually... still weak and blur... not so sure what i am doing. Sitting on the computer chair feelin like i am falling half way to the left...wakkakakak... feel so weird ... not sure it was me or the chair actually... Anyway hopw u guys still doing great... miss blog hopping too... trying to catch up.... Hope to come back real soon and continue to blog...bout my pathetic life...

I will be back!

Ello my friends! I know i have not been active in blogmosphere lately. But i will be back as soon as the technician send back my pc. Yeah! my pc had spoiled. The culprit this time was the graphic card... And the technician was taking ages to replace it.. I am so sick of ringing them to ask when can they send back my pc... I've been using my cousin pc for this few weeks when he is not around. It is co inconvenient without my own pc.

I have been missing a lot of your posts. But i promise i will be back once i get back my pc. I know some of you got a new blog too.... I will hop over soon... Not feeling very well, rite now... Had a sore throat and cough..and lose my voice too...swt" Been staying up late almost every night....... So starting from tonight... i will try my best to sleep earlier...

Till then folks! Happy new year!

P/S: oh ya! The singer of the song in my previous post would like thanks those that appreciate his voice and songs....

Nice Song!

Today i wan to share a song compose and sung by one of my idol in meetoto. Hope you all will enjoy it. This is the recorded version. I heard him sing live i prefer to listen to him sing live.

yekong夜空.wma - winfordz tan

My X'mas celebration....

This year x'mas celebration was a lill busy.... I celebrated from 24th-27th . On the 24th i met up with my high school mates in a newly open irish pub in Tanjung Tokong. I had forgotten the name of the pub. The pub was not really crowded and they only had a simple countdown nothing grand... They didn't even give away party packc. No pictures for this countdown cos i didn't bring my camera along. The pictures was in my friend's camera.

On the 25th, I went last minutes shopping with Winnie, to get x'mas gift to xchange on boxing day. Then at night i had dinner with my family. My aunt and sis cook fish and chips and baked spaggetti.

The next day on the 26th, met up with my buddies to xchange gifts and dining. We were suppose to dine in Sire Museum but our buddy Melissa was in Tanjung Bungah, so we change our destination to Vintage Bulgarian.

The environment was not bad. They did not served ala-carte on that day. So we had to settled for the course meal. We ordered 3 sets instead of 4 bcos me and Melissa not really hungry. And we did the right choice for ordering 3 sets, cos the portion were quite big. First the appetizer:

Potato Leek Soup

They had 3 choices for the main dish... We try all the 3 choices:
Seafood SpaggettiGrill Combo- Ribs and chickenButter Fish

And dessert we had the chocolate moist cake:While waiting for the food to be served. We xchange gifts. I draw Winnie's gifts- a mausi (mouse)And Calynn draw my gifts- a parfume....And of cos we camwhore a bit oso..... but lazy to post up the photo here... but you can check out my facebook... Last but not least the group photo.Well, the night does not end here. We went to QEII after that. Since it's Ms Behave night. The exotic show started late that night. The hunky guys was dancing on the stage and walking around to take pictures with us the ladies. Hunky Santa

Of cos i wouldn't miss this opportunity and pose with one of the guys... ( lets hope hubby not reading this...ahahahha)

Tha's all for boxing day. The next day, on the 27th. I had a kenduri to attend in Alor Setar. One of my breakfast and sleeping kaki back in high school was engaged.

Dear Nurita and I

Why i called her one of my breakfast and sleeping kaki? Well back in high school, me, Nurita and Winnie reach school really early. We would take a nap, on the canteen table then we will have breakfast together. I never seen her since we left school. It was great to see her again and she was still the 38 girl i used to know. And i met other school mates in the kenduri too.

Berwarna-warni

That was my x'mas celebration for this year. And i've been wearing my New year clothes on these 3 days... wakakaka... So i dun have anymore new clothes on Chinese New Year ler...... :(

Merry Christmas....

Helo friends............... Merry Christmas oh! For those that visited my blog, I 'm sorry for not updating regularly... Been lazy lately and too obsessed in meetoto...Hahaha... What to do i found a few great voices and friends there... Have a joyful Christmas and a Happy New Year!

I don't wan to be a Pikachu!

I had a very weird experience recently. it's all started when my i feel static charges with my earphone. All tis while i use earphone more than speaker. I stop using the ear phone i feel there is a static charges.

My aunt and my sis complain that i disturb then lo by using the speaker.. Ya right! They can on the tv speaker loud yet i cant turn on my pc speaker. There is this night, i only turn on the lowest volume of my speaker and they still complain. Swt"

So i assume is my wall socket problem, cos many people told me the earth wire might had spoiled. So i asked my uncle to fix it for me. My uncle tried but still couldn't solve the problem. The following day not only my earphone got static charges, my mouse and my keyboard oso got the same problem.

My friend still assured me that the culprit is either the wall socket or the extension. But i had try plugging in 3 different wall sockets and two extensions but i still experienced the same problem. Then he told if this is not the problem then it should be the power supply.

My hubby oso asked his friend they also say its the power supply. Since hubby know how to change the power supply, we replace a new power supply. After changing the power supply, i still feel the shock, although it is jus a mild shock but it is very uncomfortable.

I told my friend my problem, he crack his head and finally ask me to replace the new cable. I asked a second opinion from another friend, he told me he had the same problem before but after he replace the cable ( the one connected to teh power supply and socket) everything is back to normal. So i try using my cousin cable to plug on my pc but i still had the same problem...

Finally, i called my uncle friend a computer merchant. I told him my problem and told him what i had replaced. You know what he told me, he said maybe is my body that had the static charges. That time i tot he being ridiculous. But i start to agree with him when i feel static charges when using my cousin pc. My cousin had no problem when using his pc, i use his pc the day before i oso did not have this problem. I dunno its my mental problem or my body really had that much static charges. Not only pc, when i touch any grounded metal objects i can feel the charges as well. It is because i had an electric shock last few days that causes the static charges in my body to increase? i desperately wan to remove this static charges from my body, those who know any methods or tips please tell me. As i don't wan to be a pikachu!

Xmas' decor for 2008!

Wow, it has been a year. I felt i jus celebrate Christmas 3 months ago.. So have you guys started decorating yet? This year we keep it simple for the decor in our house.

My sis got us a new X'mas tree. It is taller 6ft. We shop for the tree in Tesco cos they are having a great deal 6ft for only RM 34. ++.

My sis oso get us new ornaments from Ikea. She especially love the black ornaments.

We try to decorate with all the colours but it turn out not so good. So my sis ended up only decorated it with the black and red ornaments. And i added some gold ribbons.Lights offLights on!

Finally, very simple decor at the gate with X'mas feel!

Everything is simple and normal this year. No more laughing buddha with X'mas hat...

Scary dream...

I had this scary dream for the second time adi... And it was so real... I dream that my teeth fall off.. omgawd! and i can feel it dropping... I keep spitting out the fallen tooth...and it like never ending... gosh! I dont wan to be "boh geh po". When i woke up, i immediately checkout my teeth...lucky its not real. I know it was jus a dream but i dreamt about this twice adi.

A friend told me she had this sickness that her tooth will shrink and sooner or later that she will have no teeth at all. And she told me doctor say there were no cure for this sickness, and surgery wont help either. The last time i saw her, i didnt see any tooth fall off yet. But she told me doctor advice her to brush teeth each time she ate something. Becos of this, she find it very inconvenient so eat less and she is so slim now. So pity her ler.

And the other day dunno when Hoon wrote that she will might lack of calcium cos her front set of teeth is shrinking. I oso found out my front set teeth is shrinking too. Doctor gave me calcium supplement way back when i started dialysis, but i rarely eat...Sigh! If don wan bo geh po, i think i better take the supplement as instructed. Cannot be so stuborn and lazy anymore.

Too busy in virtual world..

Sorry ppl, for not updating my blog ... What to do? I am addicted to meetoto. What is meetoto?

Meetoto is a web-based gaming world which introduces a novel and exciting way to enjoy the fun of casual online gaming with the benefits of serious social networking. Targeted mostly at teenager and young adults, male gamers (called Meetoos) and female gamers (called Meetees) easily interact in a virtual world.

There are many things to do in the cities of Meetoto - Immerse yourself in this virtual world of your own! Every citizen in the world of Meetoto can play interior designer to their own apartment. Use costumes and other personalization options and let your Meetoo and Meetee become extension of your virtual personality.

Just like in the real world, shop and buy clothes, or visit the salon to change hair style. Earn meecoins, the currency of Meetoto, by getting a job playing casual games, becoming a performance star, or by just hanging out with your friends in game. Making an (in game) living has never been more enjoyable!

This is my meetee in my apartment.My hubby intro this game to me. Cos he said i always sing and its very noisy. So he asked me to sing here. But I am not confident with my singing skill yet oh...so i didnt perform yet. Usually i will jus play mini games in meetoto or other games organized by the meebies to win meecoins. Then i will go shopping. And of cos i oso make some frens.

If you love to sing, you can join the game...

To grow or not to grow....

I've been having short hair for almost 3 years and was thinking of having longer hair. But i don't have the patient to wait for it to grow long. I had not cut my hair for about 4-5 months, now my hair is in shoulder length.

I was thinking of doing hair extensions but it is quite expensive. It will cost around RM 300 - RM 500.

Then months ago i found out bout DIY clip-on hair extensions.
This hair extensions can be placed or remove within a minute. And the best part is you can perm or straighten it as desire. It was available in human hair and synthetics hair. So i start searching for it and couldn't find a suitable one. Cos in Penang, lots of them sell the hair extension in a thinner version. I wan to find those with thicker version so i don need to purchase so many. My friend told me she got a friend selling it, so i ordered from her but i waited so long like nearly 1 month i still didnt get the hair extension so i cancel my order. My aunt told me that Taiwan's night market sell the hair exetension everywhere and in a cheaper price. Since my friend went to Taiwan for holiday last month, so i asked her to buy for me. She bought for me two pieces and at a cheaper price RM 70. In Penang the hair accessories shop sell this at around RM 100 plus for only one piece and in a thinner version.

Now that i had my hair extension, i was thinking of cutting my hair shorter again.. But still can't decide yet....

Review : 不良笑花 / Bu Liang Xiao Hua ( Miss No Good)

credit to DramaWiki

This one of the Taiwan Drama i am following now other than Hot Shot. Bu Liang Xiao Hua or Miss No Good is a combination or romance and comedy. The main character of this drama Rainie Yang and Wilber Pan, currently are the popular pop star in the Taiwan entertainment industry.

The series consist of 13 episodes. Currently it has been aired till episode 10. The story is about Jiang Xiao Hua (Rainie Yang) is a jewelry store owner with no sense of style. When prince charming Jia Si Le (Dean Fujioka) comes back from Japan with intentions of dating her, she blackmails Tang Men ( Wilber Pan) , a poison-tongue style guru, into helping her become a lady worthy of Si Le.

It is a very funny series , good for laughing. And you may get some fashion tips as well. Here's a trailer of the series:

Making buns..

Last Sunday me and Aunt Michelle was busy making buns in the afternoon. Aunt Alice had left over bread flour and was afraid that will expired soon, so she passed the flour to Aunt Michelle which was in baking fever recently.

It was such a long time since i try making buns, i use make lots of buns and bread back in college time when my aunt Alice lend me her old bread machine. Although i try making lots bun but not everytime was successful. Sometimwe the bun too hard and sometimes i over baked it till burned.

It was easy to make the buns especially when you had the bread machine. Jus threw all necessary ingredients for the dough in the machine. It will knead and rise itself.
When the dough was ready. Jus roll it to shape and add in the ingredients you like.

The buns we make this time was successful. We make different types of buns and one of them is the very popular mini sweet buns in Terengganu.
They have this in different filling in Terengganu, but we make the original one which is the butter bun.

And then we have the sausages and tuna bunAnd finally the mix vege bun:

P/S: Taugeh and TSP , you may help yourself with buns now!

Chef Julia - Restaurant Max Gourmet Sdn. Bhd.

Hi friends, Chef Julia is here again to introduce a restaurant to you. The place was discover by JoZe's Aunt. We had been there twice. The restaurant located just outside Queensbay Mall along the shop houses. The restaurant was named Max Gourmet.Sorry for the blurry pic. JoZe taking using her ciplak (lousy) camera phone.. Please bear with it as more blurry picture coming up cos she don't have a compact camera now. The previous one belong to her sister, her sister had took it with her to Kayell. But her ciplak camera phone sometimes work fine... like the picture of the Mean Machines's post, was oso taken using her ciplak camera phone. Oh my! I am starting to sound like JoZe... too much crap here.. Let's go back to Max Gourmet.

The restaurant served asian food. First let me introduce the chef recommendation food:This dish is Golden bun with curry chicken. The bun was very delicious, it was crispy on the outside and soft on the inside. And when dipped into the curry it was perfect. The curry chicken was not bad oso. JoZe loves this dish very much cos she is a fan of curry chicken. She never failed to order this when she went there.

Next is a dessert: Mango Pancake

The white filling is a whipped cream and mango pieces. If you like whipped cream you will like this dessert. For JoZe and her aunt they would prefer if the whipped cream was ice cream.

Next are the recommended dish from me:Crispy Noodle with BBQ Pork. The crispyy noodle is very delicious. If you don't like BBQ pork you can order with Roast Chicken, Pork or Duck.

Next, would be the Lo Mai Kai. Sorry no pic for this dish... It look jus like any Lo Mai Kai you can get at any Tea House but the taste is very good. It can make you crave for it.

Max Gourment oso served Dim Sum and pastries:

Deep fried Prawn with pastry
Vietnameese Style Spring Roll

Other dishes we had taste include:Curry Paste Fish Fillet Baked RiceHiong Ha Lo Fried Rice


Roasted Pork and Duck

Chef Julia rating for Max Gourmet:

If you guys wanna check out other recommended restaurant or food by me. Just type " Chef Julia" in the search box. Anyway, today i wanted to share a website with all the food lovers out there a food blog namely Yummy Station- The one stop station for yummy food. The site oso includes the map to the particular restaurant. Do check out the site: Yummy Station.